#god they drive me insane omfg

[lesbiantrish]

theres something just so DEVASTATING about jack’s talk with yaz in (what i think is) revolution of the daleks.

because so like. yeah hes telling yaz like ur lucky. but its not even that.

its the fact that he genuinely believes he is lucky. okay yeah like im the biggest theta apologist also but.

he is going to pine after the doctor forever, and the doctor can still barely look into his eyes

[baffledapple]

once again i am being subjected to "educational courses on generative AI" (lengthy advertisements that the higher ups want us to watch so they can say that we are trained in AI)

[teddybeartoji]

thinking a lot of thoughts about bf!gojo :(

he will be the sweetest bf ever.. it's a bit concerning with how attached he is to you, bordering on codependency but he just cant help it he loves you too much :(( everytime youre both together on something like lunch with friends or hanging out the sight of you two is enough to give anyone who spares a glance cavities.. his eyes are so in love and hes always got that dopey smile on his face, his touch is always gentle and caring despite him being a teasing asshole sometimes 😭

and behind closed doors ... dear god this man is INSATIABLE.. always has to have a hand around you and touching you !!!! and his sex drive.. erm.. yeah.. idk i see him as the type to want to do it everyday because he just loves you too much and he doesnt know what to do with himself and all this love he has !!!! theres something sweet about him just always wanting you and wanting to make you feel good eufnhffhehrjfnf

the stark difference between you two being such a sweet couple in public but also .. having seen each other INSIDE OUT quite literally is so hot and cute.. :( that level of intimacy .. :((( BF!GOJO WE NEED YOU !!!!!! ok this has gotten too long im sorry HAVE A GOOD DAY THANK YOU

HIIII MY SWEETHEART I'M SORRY FOR THE WAIT!!!! BUT I'M HERE I'M HERE I'M HERE!!!!! I'M HERE AND I'M FEELING TERRIBLY SOFT FOR HIM AND I NEED TO HAVE HIM IN MY ARMS RIGHT THIS INSTANT!!!!!!! i agree with everything you've said nonnie!!!! and i am covering you in kisses as thanks!!!! mwah mwah mwah!!!! wait also!!!!!!!!!!!! more exclamation marks!!!!!! please please please don't apologize for rambling!!!!!!!!!! i will always hear you out!!!!! i want more actually!!!!!!!!!!!! please!!!!!!!!!!!!! i love you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ok everybody get comfortable bc i have some of bf!gojo headcanons for you!!!!

his pupils are literal hearts whenever he's with and whenever he's Thinking about you!!!! (i'm saying that his pupils are always like that)(he is simply unable to get you off his head)(he's not even trying)(he's so fucking in love with you).

he's constantly resting his head on your head or on your shoulder. this just came to me. he wraps his hands around your middle and he always gives you a squeeze!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and a kiss on your neck. and he probably (read: definitely) smells you. and then hums into your skin. omfg i need to hug him so badly. i am losing my mind here nonnie...

okay and i just talked abt him taking naps with you too, right? and i just can't stop thinking about him always taking pics of you whenever you fall asleep on top of him:(((((((((((((( drooling or not, he's taking the pic!!!!!! AND i truly believe that he has begged (literally begged down on his hands and knees) shoko and suguru, so that they'll take pics of the two of you together aswell!!! satoru has a folder with like a THOUSAND pics of you both just napping together:((( he goes through it whenever he's really missing you:(((((((

ok and he loves taking showers and baths with you. loves, loves, loves. he just wants to sit under or in the water with you, just feeling your skin against him. feeling your heartbeat against him. he likes the intimacy of it all. it's so tender and so soft and so loving and he just wants to do everything with you. he's gonna take a fucking piss with you if you'd only let him.

he loves your smile sm. this is such a basic little concept but he does. nothing else in this sick world brings him as much joy as your smile and laughter. and oh my fucking god his heart feels like it's going to explode whenever he makes you laugh (which is all the time let's be honest he's very fucking funny and he is not afraid of making himself look like a fool just for you<3). he loves it when you laugh at cat videos, he loves it when you laugh at whatever the fuck is playing on the tv and he loves it when you laugh at a joke one of his friends make!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! he goes a little insane whenever he sees you having fun with his friends:((((((((((((((((((((( it just means the world to him:(((( and you and the younger ones too!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! omfg when he sees you coddling gumi and yuuji and nobara:((((((((((((((((( stop, he literally feels like he's going to cry every time i am also crying i can't do this anymore

btw he always swings your hands whenever his fingers are interwiened with yours!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ahhhh!!!!!!! and he has that big dopey smile on his lips again and his dimples are showing and he's laughing so loudly that everybody is turning to look at you both on the street but you couldn't care any less!!!!!!! how could you when your boyfriend is making your heart grow twice the size it was before and you just feel so giddy and so full of love and you want to kiss him stupid!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

he loves spending his morning with you. i actually think of him as more of a morning person actually idk how popular that concept is but yeah. don't get me wrong - he refuses to let you up from the bed for at least an hour after you wake up but he does have a lot of energy. he wants to kiss and he wants to hug and he wants to tickle and he wants you to play with his hair and he wants and he wants and he wants and you will give and give and give!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! he's a little lovesick puppy and he needs your attention like he needs air!!!!!

and then he wants you to brush his teeth for him. yes. you read that right. he sits you down onto the bathroom counter and bares his teeth at you like the puppy that he is and HE'S SO FUCKING CUTEEEEEE FUCKKKK CUTENESS AGGRESSION IS SO REAL I NEED TO JUST SQUEEZE HIM A LITTLE AAAAAAAAAAA I NEED TO PINCH HIS CHEEEKS!!!!!!!!!!!! he still looks sleepy and his smile is so fucking big and his hands are resting on your hips, his thumbs are drawing hearts into your skin. and he most definitely kisses you before he actually rinses his mouth.............. and then laughs when the toothpaste gets all over you. it's a mess and he's laughing and you're in love.

he loves it when you baby him. he does ask for it as a joke but when you genuinely do it he gets a little flustered. the tips of his ears always turn into a shade of dark pink and he's looking at you like puss in boots. you know what i'm talking abt. big eyes, fluttering eyelashes - he loves you so fucking much. he loves it when you tuck him in bed, he loves it when you kiss his nose, he loves it when you pinch his cheeks i am biased i just said i want to do that don't look at me, he loves it when you tickle him!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WAIT STOP HE LOVES IT WHEN YOU TICKLE HIM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!! HE WANTS YOU TO STRADDLE HIM AND TICKLE THE LIVING FUCK OUT OF HIM HE WANTS TO LAUGH WITH YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i died

he also loves it when you cling to him. in any way. hands around his neck, around his body, around his arms - it does not matter. he wants you to quite literally climb him like a tree. he loves it when you snuggle into him and when you refuse to let him go. and when you hold his hand and try to stop him from leaving. he's not going to go. it doesn't take a lot for him to give into you. he's folding immediately. he doesn't want to go either. he loves it when you're needy. he loves it when you whine. he loves it when you tease him. he might pop a boner. at everything you do. he just loves you sooooooooooo muchh!!

18+ HE IS INSATIABLE!!!!!!!!!!!!! HE IS THEE LOVERBOY!!!!!! i think he does like to get a taste of you every single day, no matter whether it's actually having sex or it's eating you out or it's just making out or it's entertaining you with his beautiful slender fingers or it's dry humping etcetcetc. he wants to touch you, he wants to feel you - it's a must!!

i already said it but he loves intimacy!!!! like yeah ofc he likes his freaky sex as much as the next guy (he most definitely likes it more than the next guy) but he loooooves when he can just be in the moment with you!! he's always savouring you - holding your hand when his burying his dick deep inside you, he's snaking his arm around your body as he grinds into you from behind. he's licking and nipping at your skin because he just can't get enough of you. he's sucking on your tongue, he's pressing your hips down against his, he's kissing every fucking inch of your body. i truly think he wants to eat you and he wants to devour you and he wants to merge the two of you together forever<33

okay i have officially melted away... i am a puddle of love Goo... ily nonnie

[bloodweep]

JOHN DORY SMUT HCS

MORE

I NEED MORREEE 💃💃💃

ESPECIALLY THAT FOREST PLAY SHIT AHSGSYAHDH

Alsooo

BRANCH AS WELL 😭😭

WE LOVE MY BOY BRANCH FRFR

YALL ARE INSANE /POS

I DID A LITTLE MORE ON IT A WHILE AGO BUT GODS I CAN DO MORE

I can

I can

I CAN

I CAN

Oh my fucking GOD HE DRIVES ME CRAZY I HATE I HATE I HATE OMFG

I swear I swear I’m so normal I am I am

Gods id go insane if JD was real and did this jdjNJXJDJFNFNFNJFJ

Also warning kinda?? Knife/machete play (?) maybe blood play kind of??

Yeah,,, I’m normal don’t you comment on it /jjj

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. . . ⇢ ˗ˏˋ Forest Play: John Dory ࿐ྂ

‗ ❍ ugh uses his machete to stab into the ground above your head when he finally caught you, stabbing it in all the way, gripping the handle in a tight grip

‗ ❍ how other hand grasping the back of your neck and pinning you down

‗ ❍ his fangs are running along your shoulder so softly before biting down, sinking his teeth in

‗ ❍ fuck, I know he only fucks in doggy in this mindset

‗ ❍ WILL use that fucking machete to cut your clothes off

‗ ❍ licks any blood off of you if his machete accidentally nicks you

‗ ❍ goddamn I know this man scratches your hips, back, thighs, ass

‗ ❍ loses the ability to speak really, just clamping his teeth around your neck or shoulder

‗ ❍ if you fall forwards, he does too, a hand pushing under and grasping at your neck to you still

‗ ❍ UGH cums in you so much, enjoys watching it leak down your thighs, dragging his claws up to catch the cum to push it back into you

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. . . ⇢ ˗ˏˋ Forest Play: Branch ࿐ྂ

‗ ❍ oh this man has a full detailed plan that me makes you go over and over with just in case

‗ ❍ makes sure you know the lay of the land for months before bringing it up

‗ ❍ shows you how to climb things properly, how the hide, things like that

‗ ❍ gives you a head start so he knows it can be somewhat fair - well as much as it can be since he’s pretty used to the forest while you, not so much

‗ ❍ doesn’t speak, make a sound, just hunting you so so easily

‗ ❍ his hearing and sense of smell is a lot more heightened than the average troll because of this

‗ ❍ ugh when he catches you, he tackles you, hands protecting your head so you don’t get hurt before kissing you gently

‗ ❍ ugh ,,, ties your wrists together

‗ ❍ he fucks you so slow but rough, a hand on your chest to keep you pinned, the other gripping and clawing at your thigh

‗ ❍ breeding kink is extremely present during this time

‗ ❍ sometimes will take your tied wrists and pin them down

‗ ❍ bites along your chest and stomach

‗ ❍ tends to hide the bites so only you both could see them

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Dreamy sigh … primal play is just ,,,,,,,,,,,

[facefullofsadness]

THAT SAKURA FIC…. was so good omfg.. do you by chance have any sub ish/switch yunjin thoughts bouncing around because i will die on the switch!yunjin hill as a soft!dom/switch reader….

tysm for liking the kkura fic!!! and YES OMG, love to headcanon basically every idol as a switch bc I am one LMAO

content - me rambling ab how obsessed I am w yunjin, ig smut? I mean I'm just sharing my thoughts lol

wc - 685

yunjin is such an auditory person.

I feel like regardless of taking on a dom/sub role, she lovesssss sound. so like I just imagine if she's topping, she'll moan with you as she slides her slick pussy against yours.

she's all, "fuck y/n, your pussy feels so good. can you feel it too? can you feel how fucking wet I am for you? you're driving me insane." GRRR SHE'S SO HOT !!

like even if she's in a dom situation, she'll BEG YOU to let her fuck you. and when you do, she'll be all whiney and desperate in your ear, saying how badly she missed how warm and dripping your hole is around her fingers. giving service top energy I suppose.

"god how I missed this pussy. you just take my fingers so well and feel fucking incredible around me. more baby? do you need more? don't hold back on me now."

IMAGINE IMAGINE she wakes you up at night, deep voice all low and croaky, and she rasps out so sexily in your ear, "babe, please please let me eat you out. you don't even have to stay awake, I just need to taste you." LIKE??!??!

and all of that ^^ already rides the fine line of her being a switch on her (kinda) dom side. just imagine her subby.

bc on the flip side, instead of fucking your pussy with her own, her holding you by your thighs and grinding, you're instead guiding her hips while she's on top of you.

"that's it baby, you can do it. grind against me just like that," you say, kissing her neck as she's clutching onto your shoulders and eyes squinted shut.

"ah y/n! please please, fuck it feels so good, fuck me harder please baby..." yunjin moans out.

you flip her onto her back where ur now on top of her, your guys' legs intertwined, and you hug her leg that's up in the air, fucking your cunt hard against her clit.

she pathetically moans your name and throws her head back, her hands clawing at the sheets and it worries you that she might actually rip them. and she's sooo vocal.

it gets you off to hear how good you fuck her and it only increases the sheer amount of arousal coursing through your body. she loves it just as much. in both dom and sub situations, yunjin gets hornier at your moans, her own moans, the wet squelching of fingers fucking each other's holes, the slurping lewd loudness of giving head, the slippery mess of grinding pussies with one another. she's so obsessed with it (she is a producer and composer after all yk yk).

also in my mind, although I don't think she's sensitive, as opposed to someone like chaewon or winter who in my mind, you trail your fingertips against their abdomen and they shiver. yunjin's not like that, but I do see her feeling ignited when you're direct.

say you come up behind her while she's playing guitar sitting down, wrapping ur arms around her waist and kissing her neck while you moan with every mark. oh, the way she'd throw her head back and give you more space, her breathing immediately getting heavier.

or even imagine sitting on her lap while ur at the lsfm dorm for a movie night (how many fucking "movie night at their dorm" fanfics have you read? add +1 to ur list!), or vice versa, and leaning in to her ear and let out an orgasmic moan. just for fun! just for shits and giggles!

the way her body would tense up and thighs would clench. she'd look at you in the eyes and you would chuckle at how much lust immediately filled her's.

anyway to conclude, both of you being switches would curate a dynamic where you could both play either role you wanted when either of you wanted it. if one day u wanted to bottom, she'd top you. if one day she wanted to bottom, you'd top her. yunjin just loves fucking you and loves being fucked by you.

a/n - I feel like my headcanon that she loves sound during sex was purely self indulgent and not a part of what anon was asking but HEY! this is my blog shhhh, let me have my fun! anon, idek if this is what you wanted, I feel like this isn't even that LMAO, she's barely even a sub in this DDD:

[slvt4em1lyprenti2s]

Sweetheart

Summary: Emily and you have had tension for a while, and she's always had a soft spot for you and while at her apartment true feeling come to light.

Word Count: 1.2k

Fluff, slight angst, kissing

Pairings: Emily Prentiss x fem!reader

!NOT PROOFREAD!

Legal but significant age gap

(a/n: omfg this is so shit i'm so sorry)

Emily's pov:

"Wait you like her!?" JJ asked me for the millionth time since I told her since I told her I had a crush on the new agent that joined the team. Her name is Y/n Y/l/n, she's perfect. Her laugh is captivating and simply angelic, she's got such a lovely personality that just pulls me in, and she's so goddamn gorgeous.

"Yes, JJ I like her." I'm starting to think telling her wasn't a good idea.

"Oh you so have to ask her out!" JJ squealed in delight.

"Are you insane!? She's like half my age and my subordinate jayj, I can't do that!" My face starts to heat up just thinking about telling her.

"Okay we'll please, think about it! She definitely likes you back em I promise you that much. Before you even try to argue, have you seen the way she looks at you? She's basically in love!" JJ's smile was infectious, naturally I started smiling as well (and because I can't think about y/n/n and not smile).

"I'll think about it okay? Deal?" She looked happy with that answer as she began to leave my office.

"Oh and JJ please could you get everyone into the meeting room, we have a case." I asked politely.

"Yeah of course." She smiled as she closed the door.

I let out a sigh and actually thought about the deal I had just made. I'm going to have to talk to her before JJ (and most likely Garcia and Tara at this point) get to her first. 

I leave my office and go to the round table where everyone is slowly filing in.

"Hello my furry friends, we -clearly- have a case!" Garcia says, her usual chirpy voice echoing through the room. "There has been a serial killer targeting specifically lesbian couples right here in Virginia." Damn. This is going to be a long case.

Time skip to when they've arrived

Reader pov:

Jeez, this case hits way too close to home. Just let us girls love girls. You know?

"Okay, Tara, Rossi you go to the first scene and see what you can find, Derek, JJ and Reid go to the local PD set up and talk to the families, Y/l/n you're with me, we're going to the second scene." Everyone scrambled off to their respective SUV's as we got off the jet.

Just the thought of being alone with Emily was making me nervous. She's so amazing in every way, her smile, her laugh, her nose, her personality. She's perfect. And her hair, the grey hair is doing something to me. But she's my boss and she's older than me and ugh, it'll never happen. Emily always been really close to me though, staying late to help me with paperwork, talks over coffee at lunch, her hand grazing over my back, our fingertips brushing as she hands me a file... I know I'm reading too far into it but I wasn't.

"You ready?" Her soft voice snaps me out of my trance.

"Yeah, I'm ready." I smile at her as we get in the car. I sit down and she looks over at me, making my cheeks flush a light pink.

"You alright?" Emily asked, gently placing her hand on my thigh. My cheeks flush and even deeper red at that simple touch and she seems to cotton on. This is going to be a long day.

"Yea-yeah I'm fine don't even worry" I see her lips pull up into a smirk as we begin to drive, she doesn't show any sign of moving her hand so I just let her be, enjoying the feeling of her warm touch.

Time skip to after the case (cba to write a case sry)

"Hey you." Emily said as she came up behind me and trailed her fingers over my lower back as she came to stand beside me.

"Hey, you okay?" She smiles at me and my knees almost buckle right then and there.

"Yeah I'm okay sweetheart are you?" Oh. My. God. The nickname, you see that puddle on the floor? That's me.

"I'm good." My cheeks flush a crimson colour as she pressed her fingers against my face.

"You're feeling a bit warm, you sure you're okay? Actually don't answer that, you're going to say yes not matter what. You're coming to mine tonight." This wasn't an uncommon occurrence as she's always been protective over me.

"I'm not sick I promise." I say slightly embarrassed because she's the reason my cheeks are so warm.

"Okay but you're still coming to mine, okay?"

"Not gunna argue with that."

"Good, you shouldn't."

We both gather our stuff and get in the car to drive to Emily's.

Time skip to when they're at Emily's

I walk into her apartment and put down my bag, turning to face em.

"What? Do I have something on my face?" She laughed as she spoke.

"No, no. You're fine." I smiled as I shamelessly studied her features, not bothering to hide anymore.

"Honey come on, why are you staring?" She moved closer as she said this holding her hands on my hips and gently guiding me closer to her.

"You're just so beautiful em." I mutter, my breath fanning over her face.

"Oh sweetheart please don't do this to me, I want you so bad but we both know it can't happen. I'm your boss and, I'm so much older than you." She bent forward and placed our foreheads together.

"Emily please-" she interrupts me,

"No love, I want nothing more than to be with you but be realistic. I'll get old faster than you and you'll loose interest and then.." I don't let her finish as I smash my lips onto hers.

My head is spinning as her lips glide over mine in perfect sync. My hand threads through her silver hair and rugs her closet to me, her tongue grazes my bottom lip asking for entrance and I grant her exactly what she wants. Her tongue slips effortlessly into my mouth and she instantly takes control of the kiss. She backs me into a wall and holds one hand on my waist and the other holding my cheek.

We pull away after a while and she still doesn't look like she thinks this can go anywhere.

"Why won't you let me love you?" Tears well up in my eyes, I was trying not to be too emotional but the fact that Emily was denying herself live and happiness because she thought she wasn't good enough broke my heart.

"Oh my love, please don't cry, I'm sorry."

"Don't be sorry, just let me love you em, please."

"Okay."

"Really?"

I pull her into my embrace and she taps the back of my thighs signalling for me to jump. I'm now clinging onto her koala style, still against the wall, and her head is buried in my shoulder, I'm placing tender kisses along her hairline, telling her how much Ill take care of her and how much I love her.

"I love you."

"I love you too sweetheart."

[pearblossomrain]

a rather tired summary of my birthday gp (it's 4am the next day for me so...):

[p.s. i missed last week's because it was at 3am and i had work at like 9am 💀]

• wow this is kind of a terrible home race for perez 😭 it's so bad i genuinely feel sorry for him cos this is just not it at all

• lap one crash oh real racing is so back....no but genuinely did someone curse this gp bc i feel like we've had 10 red flags/crashes already???

• speaking of crashes it's a miracle they got george russell's car ready in time for qualis like that thing was BANGED UP

• being a yuki fan ain't for the weak like wdym top 3 in fp then out in q2 of quali and THEN a dnf?? i swear he's had more dnfs than anybody this season and it's not even his fault?? everybody and their mums crashing into him 😭

• anyways kudos to piastri from making it into the points after starting from hell alongside perez because of, you guessed it, yet Another collision/crash....maybe mexico should have hired a team of religious leaders to bless the track 💀

• the saubers managed p14 and p15 hey those are MY goats!!! (that team is in such a bad state i cheer every time they aren't last and im not even a fan)

• on the topic of goats....haas consistently being in the points was sure as hell not on my bingo but hey i'll take it?? good for them like they're driving a shitbox and a half but pulling that damn thing UP

• enough yapping onto the big issues like that 20s penalty??? that's actually kind of ridiculous like we used to have a 5s penalty for that EXACT thing why is it suddenly 10s and stacked.....fia really are just doing whatever they want i swear

• ferrari. SCUDERIA FERRARI. why did they make charles hold back?? you do that when you're very comfortably ahead and think you can easily hold on to ur positions not when a mclaren ROCKETSHIP is about to chase ur ass down?? girl u could have gotten a 1-2 two weeks in a row!!

• in other news rip to fernando alonso like dnf-ing on ur 400th race start and not even bc of racing but due to ur CAR is mental did somebody sabotage that thing 😭

• the rookies are kind of funny like liam lawson just picking up enemies left right and center omfg i support track terrorism all the time but the middle finger wasn't necessary tbh.....and colapinto oh my god seriously someone get him in a seat for next year he's so funny and delivering like come ON.

• at this point i sound like a college student trying to extend their essay and hit a word count but i genuinely did NOT realize gasly was somehow in the points until the end?? when tf did any of that happen. when did he start p8 am i just blind af??

• also already covered this separately but seeing the 2 mercedes suddenly fight had me yelling at my screen like GUYS WE HAVE BIGGER ENEMIES AHEAD WYDDD we can't have a british civil war!!!! 🤡

tldr; so many red flags and collisions i felt like i was going insane. also i am never staying up for another race again the latest i'm going is midnight and that's it 💀💀 maybe i'm growing old or something but im not built for late night watching help

[softhairedhotch]

DUDEEEE HELLO??:!:!::&: PLEASE I LOVE YOU, YOUR WONDERFUL BRAIN N UR RESPONSES???!! like sometimes i think damn my thoughts r sooooo filthy i wonder if anyone would even feel the same like am i crazy :-///.... THEN UR REPLIES JUST FUELS ME EVEN MORE ARGHRHHHHH LIKE??? im so glad we have the same brain like damn... i love talking abt him hehe rly.. thank u for entertaining my thoughts n making it even more amazing <333 also i hope u are feeling better now!!! 🫂🫂 tbh i feel the same bc the idea of aaron has made me feel better so many times n it's years since i started liking him :-(((( fr i never ever regret starting this show n falling in love w him 😭😭😭

"imagine just sitting there with him fully inside you, tie in your mouth, head on his broad shoulder, one of his big warm hands occasionally rubbing up and down your back as you hear the other write away" ‼️‼️‼️ PLEASEEEE omfg he'd feel so good and he'd make you feel sooooo safe 😭😭😭 i need this so badly . being on his lap would literally make all the painful noisy thoughts in your head go silent because all you can think about and feel is him <3333 though i don't know how i'd be able actually to be quiet n not be reduced into a whimpering mess because GODDDDDD HE'S JUST SOOOO..... my god. if u do turn this into a fic i'd probably be reading it 9784953 times n manifesting it to appear in my dreams 🙏🙏

and OOOOOFFFFFFFFF cannot decide if i would want him to make a mess all over me and use his thick fingers to scoop it up and shove it into my mouth or have him cum deep in my throat ! 😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫 like man.... the idea of messy wet sex drives me insane like having him a panting sweaty mess 🧎‍♂️🧎‍♂️ n downright filthy cum eating . like my thoughts abt it are ENDLESS n its literally a can of worms im afraid of opening-- AWOEKFJFKEKD thinking abt that episode when aaron jumps into a lake to chase an unsub n he comes out of the water all WET N THE WATER DRIPPING DOWN HIS SKIN??? I CANT REMEMBER WHAT EPISODE IT IS BUT I THINK U KNKW WHAT IM REFERRING TO???

omfggggg when he's ruthlessly riding you and jerking himself off, his chest would get soooo red and it'll feel soo nice to run your fingers down his body and literally worship every inch of him 😵‍💫 he'd look soooo pretty with little marks over his chest as you shower him with praises... thinking about praising aaron HEEEEHEHEH he'd get sooo shy n flustered the first few times but slowly he'd get used to it and literally bask in the attention n praises 😭😭

my god n i must say u rly perfected his voice n what he would say......i swear my love for aaron not only solidified my kink for suits but also... voice 😵‍💫😵‍💫🧎‍♂️🧎‍♂️🧎‍♂️ like it makes me think how he'd react the first time when he realised how much power he has over you just from his voice and words alone.... like first he'd be confused why your reaction sometimes gets a lil funny but then his expression darkens when finally he realises. but he likes building up material to tease you later on so he doesn't really point it out at first but just has an amused smile.

then imagine one night being on a phone call with him as he just talks about his day and that it's pretty late at night so his voice starts getting huskier bc he's tired.... and he's just rambling about something unrelated but you feel the heat crawling up your neck because he just sounds so good . you can't help but clench your thighs and swallow your saliva. then he asks you a question but you're SO distracted that you miss it and when you finally answer him, your voice shakes. he goes silent before breaking into a low laugh because he recognises that tone of voice and picks up your breathing. "oh my, baby... i don't even need to see your face to know what's up. here am i trying to tell you about my day... but you just can't help yourself, hm? ...pathetic."

YEAHHHHHH 😭😭😭😭

- 🤲

AHHHHHHHHHH SDJFHSJDF THANK YOU hehehehehe n YEAH I GETCHA, I BE THINKING "oh GOD what if what i say is too weird???" n then you get back to me with basically the SAME THING AHHHHH i'm sooo happy we be thinking the same thoughts LMAO. and thank you sm <33

YESSSSS HE'D MAKE YOU FEEL SO SAFE FR <333 i wanna sit on his lap soooo so so much, god it'd be so good. i would love to write it as a fic tbh but i just have sooooo much to work on already UGHHH why is writing so hard and time-consumingggggg

REALLLLL I WANT BOTH !!! n oPEN THAT CAN OF WORMS RN CUM EATING IS SOOOOOOOO HOT I SWEAR DDSKFSK AHHHHH AND YES YES YE S I KNOW EXACTLY WHAT SCENE YOU'RE REFERENCING

OUGHHH HE'S SO BEAUTIFUL FUCKKK

yessss he'd looook so pretty riding youuu <33 all red and sweaty and a whimpering panting mess oughhh i love it i love him sm n yessssss i wanna praise him sooo bad. like if you praised him he just WOULDN'T KNOW WHAT TO DO but then as he gets used to it, he loooooves it and craves it ough

hehe thank you!! N YEAH VOICE KINK AND SUIT KINK GO BRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR 🤭🤭 he'd get sooooo cocky knowing he has sm control over you oughhh and he'd be so proud of himself knowing he can get you to do almost anything with just his voice n pretty face

STOPPPP I'VE HAD THE EXACT SAME IDEA AND STARTED IT AS A FIC ONCE BUT NEVER GOT AROUND TO IT KSDFJK i loooooooove the idea of calling him on a case and he's just like. tired but tryna talk n his voice is sooooo deep and gravelly and it sounds so hot (bc sleepy/morning voices might be one of the best things in existence <33) and he notices you trailing off your sentences and stuttering a bit and going quiet and he just KNOWS what he's doing to you and he teases you relentlessly <33 he'd either get you all hot and bothered n then tell you that you gotta be patient and wait til he gets home orrrrrr he'll go "do you think you can show me how much of an effect i have on you, sweetheart?" and when you send him a pic he'd hum in appreciation and tell you how pretty/handsome you are and how he's gonna make you feel real good when he gets home but for now he's gonna talk you through making yourself feel good <33 maybe you can hear him letting out cute lil moans as he tells you how he wants you to touch yourself and your stomach drops when you realise he's getting off on it too and you ask him to send a pic of himself and he does and he looks sooooo good <33

also i gotta ask,,, how do you feel about daddy kinks LMAOOO bc i haven't thought about it much relating to aaron lately tbh but when i first got into him two years ago, all i could think was him saying stuff like "let daddy make you feel good, hm?" or "you wanna touch daddy?" n stuff like that,, are you into that?? i'm leaning more toward softer aaron n bottom aaron lately but godddd soft daddy dom aaron is soooooooo <333

[ohsc]

saw a dean edit with the song hard times by ethel cain and sobbed so hard oof it fits him so well it's painful also i feel like he'd love her and cry to her music too tbh idk if that's a hot take but it's a correct one

OH MY GOD HARD TIMES AND DEAN I THINK THAT WOULD TAKE ME OUT

BUT YOU ARE SO INSANELY RIGHT OMFG he’d need to play it in one listen and just drive (and cry) this is my new favourite thing omfg

[tortoisebore]

how did you come up with the title 'hey, sharpshooter'?

the easy answer is that it’s song lyrics

the long answer requires i take u on a journey

rewind back to early spring of 2022. i receive an IG dm from a friend that the band coin is going on tour. i like those guys, i know a few songs, sure let’s get $35 floor tickets and drive 3 hours to see them in june sounds fun

june 2022 i go to the concert and it’s insane. top 5 best concerts ever. they play a song i’ve heard like maybe two times before called “chapstick,” but they remix it just a little from the studio version and i lose my gd mind. footage of me screeching in overwhelming shock and delight behind the camera for proof:

flash forward to mid-november of 2022, i have had coin’s entire discography on repeat for months post-concert. i hop onto twitter one day and omfg, what’s this—likeafunerall has posted a new drawing. my life comes to a complete halt. a fixation like i have never before experienced takes over my body and brain. i think to myself “finally. finally all those years of playing and watching and living and breathing basketball have a purpose. my god the universe in all her glory has gifted me with an abundant plethora of background knowledge to write gay fanfiction. thank god i didn’t fuck up my knee and jam my knuckles into oblivion for 12 years for nothing.” i write the outline and make the playlist within 48 hours.

and then that fateful day, november 28 2022, i finish the first chapter and part of the second, and i sit back and look at my google doc and think “wait maybe i could post this??” so i log into ao3 and go to “new work” & i’m so excited bc i’ve never posted anything on ao3 before, and then i immediately get hit with “title” and i blank. so i run back to the playlist and omg—“chapstick,” the first song on the playlist and the song i became obsessed with after hearing live that summer, has multiple lyrics that start with “hey sharpshooter.”

i instantly don’t love it and think to myself, “huh. is that too on the nose? i feel like that’s too on the nose.” but i didn’t have any immediate better options so i posted it anyway with the idea that i could always go back and change it if i wanted. the rest is history.

[phanyu]

why do artists draw dan darker? i get that he was a bit tan for an anglo an eon ago but they've the same colour for ages

LMFAOOOOOOOO IM SO GLAD YOU CAME TO MY INBOX WITH THIS BECAUSE IT DRIVES ME INSANE. okay so. i actually don’t think phannies are an outlier to blame in this and in fact i suspect it’s something they picked up from general fandom culture and then apply to dnp out of habit. idk if you’re involved in a lot of fandoms but it’s definitely a big phenomenon where in a ship where 90% of the time both members are pale or white, fanartists will draw one darker or with more “ethnic” features, or give one another ethnicity hc to facilitate this, etc, for some visual diversity. sometimes i find it harmless, sometimes i find it annoying that they do this while ignoring actual characters of colour, sometimes i agree that the phenomenon as a whole does need some examining because it VERY often leans into racist stereotypes, like 99% of the time ive seen it it’s the bigger, maybe more aggressive/loud character that gets given that styling. so yeah, as a whole it’s something i have very mixed feelings on.

so i do think that people that draw dnp like that are just doing it because they’re used to seeing it and doing it sooo often in fandom spaces for so long. and also people like to exaggerate and stylize differences between them, it’s art, it’s ok to get kinda cartoonish! but specifically the drawing dan darker thing is SOOOOOO CRINGE TO ME OMFG like he is not fictional. that is a white man with a warm undertone that contrasts against phil’s cool undertone. again i dont think they’re doing it because they’re “headcanoning” him as anything else, it does just come across terribly. and it does sort of seep into fandom attitude because I swear to god once after some video i saw people on twitter cooing over their skin tone difference in the same way as they coo over the hand size difference. DRY HEAVE.

[dnpredacted]

ohhh my god im gonna torture this blog with all my horny thoughts.. SO APOLOGIES IN ADVANCE

im so obsessed with the thought of dnp mutual masturbation whether it be irl or on skype/video call omfg

specifically them humping their pillows/bed/stuffed animals/etc ohhh my god the thought of 2010 dan desperately rutting into a pillow drives me insane

-pixel anon

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[fawnlotties]

Well now I need to be LottieNat’s baby ngnsghshsh the way they’d cuddle me and constantly be touching me cos they’re so overprotective and when I can’t sleep they’d dote on me sooo much and get me to cum until I’m exhausted and fall asleep in between them nnggngnn

somethin abt wilderness lottienat… jst the intense need behind everything they do God even just thinking abt their possessiveness gets me dizzy.

kinda claiming u as time goes on… not letting the other girls get near u or if they see u giggling a bit too much w one of them they jst drag u back to the cabin…

it’s like the two of them r intrinsically intertwined w/ the way they touch u. they have such a rhythm that u don’t even have to Think, just letting them lay u down on the heap of blankets …. lottie stroking ur hair n kissing u w vigor whilst nat spreads ur legs n gets between ur thighs… making out w lottie while nat eats u out n bites at ur thighs n u don’t know who to hold onto n their hands all over u drives u insane hhsnenh

n they would be a lil relentless too. making u cum till they’re Sure u will sleep well… u’ve already came 3 times but lottie insists that both u n nat ride her thighs… despite ur exhaustion ur both making it work n lottie holds ur heads together watching u kiss n 😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫

all collapsing in a heap after when ur all spent n it’s the Best goddamn sleep of ur life omfg

[cathers-world]

jdkdmdj okay okay lol. i cant believe actually sent that ask omfg. people have read my thoughts welp i feel so exposed jgkfkdj i hope you liked it at least!

here is part 2.

cw pet play, unprotected sex, afab reader, p/v sex, edging, denial

"What is it that you want, darling? Use your words my pretty boy." You say playing with his hair and slowly rubbing his back. He whines, trying to force the words out of himself as his shyness begs him to stop, "I want you to fuck me, love. Please. I need to feel you around me. I need you so bad. I need to rut into you because it's the only way for my body do calm down. Please, I'll do anything, my love." He rushes the words out before hiding his face in your neck again.

"Fucking hell, Wil." You say now fully yanking his hair back, "You are driving me insane, pup." You say as you carsh your mouth into his.

He opens his mouth for your tongue, more than eager to get as close to you as humanly possible. You sit on his torso as you keep kissing him roughly. Drinking in his moans and whimpers as he holds your hips oh so firmly.

"You are planning on bruising me, love?" You laugh as you let go of his hair and sit up, looking at the beautiful boy under you. "Yes!" He says without hesitation, "You are mine after all." He smiles up at you with nothing but adoration in his eyes. The way he freely expresses himself is gonna be the death of you one day, it's so hot it's almost painful.

As much as you want to melt into him and tell him that you are indeed his and always will be, you can't let the pup get too confused about who's in charge.

"That I am, baby. But you didn't ask for permission to mark me puppy. I thought you were my good boy?" You say with as much pity in your voice as you can muster. His face drops, the smile fading away from his lips.

You hold his gaze as you reach around your hips and grab his hands with yours. "Now I guess, I have to do something about these since you are not gonna be obedient hmmm?" You say with a smirk, getting close enough to his face to kiss him but booping his nose with yours instead. Pretty pups deserve to be played with after all, and god knows he is so fun to tease.

He groans, wanting your mouth on his but knowing better than to disobey and touch you without permission again. "I'm sorry, please. I just need you so bad." He whines against your lips only a breathe away from his. You can feel yourself getting even more wet. 'Fucking hell.'

"Hmmm you are so good at begging pup. Such a fun toy to play with." You say before sitting up straight again. You hold both of his wrists in one hand, and touch his face with the other. He sinks into your touch, his eyes closed, just enjoying you caressing his perfect face.

He could free his hands, you both know that. He could easily over take you and pin you under him. But he doesn't. Becuase he wants to be a good boy. Your perfect boy.

"Don't move your hands," You demand as you let go of his wrists. He doesn't move a muscle and just watches as you grab his jeans from the floor. "That's it. Such a good boy." You smile as you finally free the belt from the jeans they were connected to.

He moves his wrists until they are in front of you, knowing exactly what you are going to do already. "So eager to be all tied up for me, huh Wil?" You chuckle as you make a knot with his belt and secure his wrists in place. "Is it comfortable?" You ask sincerely, "It's perfect." He answers with a big smile. 'Jesus christ Wil' "Just like you, love." You coo at him and kiss him again.

"Hold the bed frame and do not let go until I tell you to okay?" You order and he nods, doing exactly as told.

You sit up, taking in the beautiful angel under you. His eyes glazed over, his mouth red from your kisses, his fingers grabbing the bed frame, his messy hair covering his nose.

"You are the most beautiful man I have ever seen Wil," You mutter out and watch as he whines at your words. He never knew he had such a soft spot for being praised until he met you. You never held back from telling him you find him attractive, and to his surprise, he never gets tired of hearing it either. He only craves it more as time goes on, a thirst that only grows worse with water.

"Thank you for already doing my job for me," You laugh as you gesture to his naked body, the only part covered being his bulge. You didn't have to check to know that his boxers were wet with precum. He had been denied for two weeks now, he was always leaking like the needy puppy he was.

"I was napping!" He laughs and rolls his eyes at you. "Fair enough, less work for me really." You smile back at him and kiss him softly. He is so easy to talk to, to joke with, even in a position like this. You feel so lucky to find someone that makes you feel so safe and calm.

You start traveling around his face, kissing it all over. You kiss his nose, his eyelids, his cheeks, and bite his ear lobe before moving to his neck.

He whines and humps the air under you as you are busy marking him. You bite into his neck and the soothe it with your tongue, smiling on his skin at the groans that leave his mouth. "Good boy, whine for me baby, I love your little needy noises."

He listens, he loves being your obedient pup after all. He whines and groans as you make a little neckless out of love bites all over his neck. "You are mine Wil, everyone needs to know that." The voice coming out of you almost startles you. It's so possessive. You are so possessive over him. He is Yours and only Yours.

You bite his collarbone before moving down to his chest. You lick his nipple dragging a long whine out of him before you start sucking on it. He bucks his hips up, so desperate for any friction whatsoever. It's been torture being always edged out and needy. But fuck does it feel good.

You let go of his nipple with a pop and then lightly blow on it, making Wil let out a low groan. You move to the other one, giving it the same love and attention. You feel the bed slightly shaking from Wil struggling under you and moving the bed frame trying to get his hands free to touch you.

You spend a while marking him up. Until his stomach is covered in hickeies, and he has drool dripping down his face from how needy he is.

You go up to kiss him, bringing him back to his senses again. "Baby please. I'll do anything. Please I need you so bad. Please." He begs into your mouth. "I can't take it anymore it hurts love. I need you please." And how can you deny him when he asks to nicely?

"Hmmmm, how about you show me just how much you want it first?" You whisper on his lips before you start licking and sucking on them. "Put that pretty mouth into some good use will you, pup?" You say as you sit back to take your clothes off.

"Fuck yes please fuck, let me make you feel good please." He begs and drools all over himself as he watches you take your pants and underwear off.

"Then be a good pup and clean up your mess Wil," You say as you sit on his face and start grinding on his lips. He opens his mouth and licks at your lips like a man starved. He moans as he tastes you and his eyes roll back into his head.

He whines and moans under you as he licks at your insides, cleaning you up and drinking all of your wetness before finally moving to your clit. You moan loudly and throw your head back at the sensation, "Yes, fuck yes baby, exactly like that."

Your moans are entangled with his, both of you lost in pleasure. And in each other. You reach your right hand to his on the bed frame, locking your fingers with his. Your other hand moves to his hair, holding his head in place as you start grinding down on his tongue harder.

Your moans grow even louder as you near your orgasm, the vibrations from Wil's groans only pushing you faster over the edge. You let out a silent scream as your throw your head back and cum on his tongue, your eyes rolling back into your skull as you collapse onto his face.

He laps at your insides and takes every drop you have to offer. He isn't gonna let anything go to waste. It's his favorite taste after all.

You gain your senses back after a few seconds and move to sit next to him. "You are so perfect you know that Wil? Making me feel so fucking amazing." You whisper as you kiss his hair.

"Please..." He begs again, and for the first time tonight, you take a look at his middle. His boxers are painfully stretched with an obvious line of precum visible on them.

"Needy baby. So good for me." You coo at him as you play with his hair. You move to untie his hands, he's earned it. You grab his hands in yours and kiss the belt marks on them. His eyes are closed, too blissed out and deep into subspace to keep them open.

You slowly move until you are next to his middle. He jolts a little as you loghtly touch on his dick and opens his eyes. "Shhhh it's okay. I'm here, love." You smile at him and he gives you a tired smile back. "You are amazing Wil," You say scanning his face, wanting to make sure you remember every birth mark and freckle there is to remember.

You kiss his happy trail and enjoy hearing his low groans. Once you reach his boxers, you slowly tug on them and Wil lifts his hips just enough for you to take them off. His dick comes out. Hard and needy for you. And oh so beautiful.

You reach down and kiss his tip and he lets out a loud whine. Too sensitive. Too overstimulated. Too needy.

You move up to his face again and kiss him deeply. "You've been such a good boy Wil, you deserve a reward. " You say as you move his face with yours until his body is half on top of yours.

Once the permission is given, he comes back to life. He groans into your mouth as he gets on top of you. "Mine." He says against your lips before kissing you, this time it's desperate and hungry. He needs you so bad.

You feel his tip at your entrance and you lift your hips, begging him to fill you up. He doesn't hesitate as he enters you and doesn't stop until he's bottomed out in you.

He connects your foreheads to each other and takes a shaky breathe. It's been two weeks since he's felt you around him and he feels like his body is on fire.

"You feel so good, love. You feel so fucking good." He whimpers against your lips. "I need you." He begs, still so obedient for you. Still needing your permission like a good boy. Your good boy.

"Move baby. I want to feel you pretty boy. I need you too." You say calmly to reassure him. He doesn't need to be told twice as he takes your mouth into a heated kiss and starts moving in and out of you.

Your eyes roll back and you hold onto to his back to ground yourself. It's too intense for both of you. Both needing to feel each other so bad. The need physically hurts. The best kind of pain there is.

You lock your legs behind him pushing him inside you even more. He moans into your mouth at the sensation of his tip lightly touching your cervix with every thrust. It feels so good.

You scratch his back, hard enough to break the skin. Little marks reminding him that he is yours and you are his. That only he can make you feel this good. And you are the only one making him this needy and obedient.

"Baby..." He whines, letting you know he is close. "Can I cum baby? fuck please, love." He begs. His thrusts getting more and more frantic as he nears his end but doesn't let go until he is told.

"Yes baby cum for me, such a good puppy asking for permission." You barely make out the sentence as your own orgasm builds up again. "Cum with me baby. Look how good I'm making you feel. Please cum with me." Wil pleads as he moves a hand in the middle of you two and rubs your clit.

You scream his name as pleasure washes over you, taking him even deeper inside of you as you cum. Your walls bruising him is all he needs to let go of his own orgasm. He cums inside of you, filling you up with his warmth as he manages to get a few more thrusts in before collapsing on top of you.

You hold him. Both of you still foggy and gone from your high.

He needs longer to calm back to his senses and you are more than willing to provide comfort for him as he floats back down to you. You rub his back trying to soothe him. "You are such a good boy for me, love. You made me feel so amazing, Wil." You coo in his hair.

Once his breathing slows down and his heartbeat steadies, you lightly push him off and out of you. He whines at the overstimulation before crawling into your side.

"I will be back, love." You kiss his cheek before going to the bathroom to pee and grab a damp cloth. You make sure to grab some water and a chocolate bar on your way back also.

You tiptoe back into the bed, "I'm just gonna clean you up a bit okay?" He nods with his eyes closed. You clean his middle and his chest throwing the cloth to the side afterwards.

"Some water?" You offer and he finally opens his eyes looking at you with so much love and adoration. He sits up on the bed, "Yes please." He smiles and grabs the bottle, downing half of it in one go. "And you have chocolate? I'm the luckiest man alive." He chuckles as he drags you in for a hug.

He breaks the hug to look at your face again, "I love you so much. You know that right?" He says caressing your face. "I love you too, Wil. More than anything else." You kiss him back.

hope yall enjoyed this...

I-

[s4v10rc0mp7ex]

my mom just sauntered into my room asking me if i could help her mark my brother's essays because she doesnt know how to do it and im literally studying an intensive course at uni rn and have my own work to get done and she needs this done by tmr morning but i simply do not have time for it rn bc i need to get a bunch of my planning done by tmr bc tmr is the last chance i have to check w my tutor b4 this assignment is due and her blatant fucking disregard for my time over and over again this is the second fucking time this week i fucking swear to god this woman drives me insane and i cannot fucking stand her omfg like if you knew you wouldn't be able to do this shit why the fuck did you start homeschooling your children oh fuck thats right because you're so much of a regressive homophobe and racist that you got concerned that the schools would educate your kids on critical race theory and the LGBTQIA+ COMMUNITY EVEN THOUGH WE LIVE IN ONE OF THE MOST CONSERVATIVE STATES IN THIS FUCKING COUNTRY FOR FUCKS SAKE FUCK HER

[fcknstar]

,, best friends girl "

- harryosborn x fem!reader x peterparker

a.n : omfg i have a habit of writing at night. i have tried to edit it to the best of my ability. i need friends who share the same interest in harry osborn. uhh this is a mix of peter and harry, but it was really actually for harry lmao. i think imma just use marlene monae as my oc / reader / (y/n) cause it's easier for me. kinda got carried away lmao

warnings : jealousy? , long back story , y/n or reader is known as marlene monae.

**lowercase intended**

changing schools in the middle of the semester has to be your most hated things that could ever happen to you. moving houses was normal for your family as your fathers a business man, who moves around. your dad was a family man, he never wanted to leave his family behind, so hed bring you and your mom around. 

it may seem magical, being able to see the entire world due to having the money for it. however, the beauty of it can never mask your hatred having to make friends, and eventually leaving them. you hardly ever kept real friends due to long distance and time difference which made it hard for both parties to connect. 

somehow, there was a few friends that you truly treasured. you were settled there for awhile. you met peter parker, harry osborn and gwen stacy. there were others but they were really something. peter was more towards the introvert dude who was always reserved, attractive guy. harry was the complete opposite of peters personality, he was more outgoing towards others, ladys boy. gwen stacy was with peter when you first entered, and you guys simply clicked, probably due to the love of science. 

you have to admit that you found peter attractive, thank god your feelings have started to slowly fade into the background. however that happiness was outlived when you found out you had to move again. you begged your parents to settle here, but of course they refused. bummed out with your parents, you had to carry the burden and decided to not tell your friends about it. you just didnt want to suffer with long distance and that your meeting with them was merely meant to be during that timeline. knowing that itd be your last time ever being in queens, you confessed your feelings towards peter, probably weeks or months after gwen and peters breakup. you didnt want to regret not opening your heart out. 

when you left without a single trace, the duo was upset. of course, who wouldn't be. you left without a letter, a goodbye. peter did tell the others about your confession. gwen wasnt mad, she was more delighted. harry left way earlier than you did, so he didn't know anything. 

just like every friend and memory you had, you had forgotten them easily. you had to, it was driving you insane with how much you missed them. missed peter because you didnt know what his answer was. but who cares. aunt may probably forgot and didnt tell peter about it. you werent mad at aunt may, but she is old and had a lot to handle with her frail hands, and your message to peter only added the burden for her. but to your luck, she did pass down the message, but was too late as peter came back home later than usual. 

it has been years and you are your own woman. you aged beautifully and your birthday was nearing. your parents had settled in france, feeling comfortable with their surroundings. you had basically forgotten the past, most of your friends and the activities you did with them. clearing up your messy room, you came across a dusty cardboard box. it looked beaten up. curiosity killed the cat and you opened to box only to find the stuff your friends had gifted you throughout your years of moving. 

the box had felt like a time capsule, feeling like a teenager again was good. there was a particularly picture in the box that caught your eye. it was a pic of your friends in queens. 

what were their names again? uhh grace? harold and peter? peter sounds familiar but too basic. he looks familiar too. it was hard for you to remember everyones names and faces due to the dozens of people youve met. attached to the picture was a thumbdrive. curious you slipped in the drive into your laptop. it was multiple folders of your time at queens? what was so special about this place, you thought. you scrolled through a couple of photos and videos, when everything hit you like a truck. you had fled that place without letting your friends know about you leaving. you had deeply missed that place that you made yourself forget about everything there. surprisingly, your heart still yearned for peter. 

after talking with your parents, they have let you fly back there. while flying you didnt know what to expect or what to think. should i visit peter? or gwen?

what if they don't accept me? you panicked. maybe it wasn't a good idea to actually visit queens. upon reaching there, you found a hotel to stay at for the time being. you basically walked around queens trying to find a familiar apartment. after a few hours of searching, you landed infront of a old but homely apartment. you didnt know what to expect. maybe peter and aunt may moved? maybe they wont recognize you? taking a deep breath in, you advanced forward towards the entrance, knocking on the door. it didnt take long for the door to swing open revealing aunt may. 

" hey aunt may, how are you? " you started. the awkward tension in the air filled you both quickly while you waited for her reply. it looked like she was trying to piece the imaginary puzzles together. 

" uhm, its marlene? " you added, helping her remember you faster. it was as if you could see the light bulb above her head light up. you didnt expect a big warm hug from aunt may, well you had feared that she probably didnt accept you. lifting your hands slowly, you reciprocated the hug and took in her embrace. you did miss aunt may, her hugs, her cooking, and her smiles that she never failed to give you. 

" darling! oh my its been so long, what happened? how are you? hows your parents? what brings you here? " aunt may spat out as she released you from her embrace. she always saw you as one of hers. she always carried a heavy heart wherever she went. she often thought that you left because of them despite you reassuring her that you werent.

" may, whats  the commotion about? " peter came out from the side, chuckling. however it stopped when he saw you. you both did not say anything to each other, you felt your body heat up with guilt. the one where you knew you did something wrong. peter felt multiple emotions rush through him, was it really you? 

" uh pete, this is marlene, i hope you didnt forget her? " nodded aunt may. aunt may saw how peter suffered, not knowing whether he felt that way because you left without saying goodbye or that he wasnt able to tell you that he felt the same way. the spiderman situation didnt help him either, no one knew that but gwen. 

trying to suppress the heat and awkwardness, you merely nodded and smiled. aunt may welcomed you in and wanted to catch up. the house looked the same, it gave off homely vibes and you missed it. you sat on the dining table opposite of aunt may while peter just stood next to her. 

you had to try to explain your absence and why you left without saying anything. you did a lot of things you regretted in the past, and leaving without an explanation was on the top of your list. aunt may seemed to understand, but she is always understanding. not sure if peter seemed the same way as his gaze was fixated on you ever since you were at their doorstep. 

" alright, ill leave you two be yea " aunt may could sense the tension between the two young adults. all she wanted was them to reconcile, glancing at peter hoping he gets a hint. 

" oh uh its fine, i was about to leave anyway. im sorry if i came without notice. bye aunt may! " you quickly gathered your stuff and practically ran out the house. slowing down your pace once you were out, you took out your phone with the intention to play some music while walking back to your hotel. 

" so thats it? youre leaving without saying goodbye to me? again? " peter called out. stopping in your tracks, you slowly turned to him. you could see the disappointment that was clearly showing. 

" look, im sorry i left okay? i just had a lot going on back then and i thought that was the easiest way out- "

" but it wasnt, isnt it? you left me knowing that we could be something.. " peter had whispered the last part, not wanting or ready for you to hear it. maybe you had moved on. his eyes trained on you. 

you didnt know what to say. you heard what he whispered out. " i know youre mad at me and its reasonable. and i.. i. " you werent sure if he liked you, but what he said did indicate that he probably did have feelings. 

" yea i am mad at you, you left without a letter? and you expected that the message you left me was enough? it was selfish of you to do so you know that right " he slowly advanced to you, not wanting his neighbors to listen to the conversation that went horribly wrong. you wanted to answer, but nothing came out of your mouth. peter felt that he was a little too harsh just by looking at your expression.

" im sorry if i was too harsh. i just. i really liked you, i still do, but leaving me. leaving gwen wasnt something we both saw coming. aunt may said you liked me. is it true? " it was pretty bold of peter, he knew that. but he really needed to know. he nearly missed your nods. that was enough for him to engulf you into a hug. peter had let his guard down and you had to. you realized that it was hard for him too. 

it had been a few weeks ever since you stepped foot in new york. peter brought you to see gwen, who was thrilled to find you back. you guys reconnected instantly, catching up with one another. peter was glad that you are back, but he knew deep down that you had to leave again. gwen convinced you to stay with her as she needed a roommate. which made you convince your parents to let you stay in new york. somehow everything went according to plan, and you parents visited you often. you were living comfortably with gwen, you started dating peter. it sounds bad, dating your friends ex, but gwen was too open minded to care about what people thought. who cares about their friend dating their crush when they are in a committed relationship with someone new. 

you and peter were at a cafe having a regular breakfast, when a mini television in the cafe announced harry osborns arrival back in new york. it was said that his father was terribly sick and had died from it. decided that you both wanted to visit harry. 

the moment you stepped into the building, you both were told that harry was in a meeting for oscorp, and had to wait for the boy to come down. scanning the foyer you were in, it looked grand, but was dimly lit which made it more eerie than intended. you both didnt know what to expect except the awkwardness that will fill in between you three. while waiting for harry, you and peter were softly kicking each other to keep each other from getting bored. 

the clacks of someones shoes broke the silence and both you and peter had turned to see harry. harry looked different, he grew into his looks, the ridiculous side part has yet to leave his personality. 

" peter parker.. and marlene monae. its like seeing ghosts. " harry chuckled, staring at you both. 

" hey harry. " peter greeted with a gentle tone, not wanting harry to push you both away. 

you just forced a smile towards the boy who nodded. " uhm, what brings you both here? "

" we saw the news, heard about your dad and just wanted to see you and  how you are doing. " it was now your turn to speak. you didnt want to offend harry, trying to sound as sincerely as you intended with the words that came out. 

" im uh with some people,  im in a meeting " harry voiced out, eyes flickering between you both. 

" we didnt mean to intrude, really. i knew how it feels to lose a parent. " a sigh left peters lips. he truly wanted to be there for his friend. the conversation felt awkward and you didnt know what to do other than mess with your skin. glancing back at peter, you continued, " we just wanted to let you know that we are here for you if you need us " 

harry nodded, whispering out a " thank you " . 

it was silent for a moment and you seriously wanted to tension to stop. clasping your hands together, you look between peter and harry, " it was nice to see you again, harry " smiling towards the boy, you glance back at peter. peter got the hint and nodded. as you both turned to the door, harry spoke. 

" i see that you have gotten your braces out, " you could tell that harry had let his guard down with the tone of his voice. you missed this harry that enjoyed messing around, " and you have better style now huh " harry eyed you up and down. he always teased about how plain you dress up in the past. 

seeing peter smile at harrys words warmed you dearly. peter had both of his friends back into his life and peter couldnt be more happy. 

" you still blow dry your hair every morning? " peter laughed. harry stepped down onto the stairs, chuckling. 

" you know, one of my servants holds the hair dryer and i work the comb " harry cracked a smile, he was shocked at how quickly he let his old friends back into his life, but he wasnt mad at all. 

when harry reached the bottom of the stairs, he opened up his arms wanting a hug. without hesitation peter ran to harry like a little child, engulfing harry into a bear hug. you have seen peter happy when hes around his friends, but peter has never been this happy to have a friend back into your life. ( you messed up, thats why he didnt seem to happy to see you, right marlene? ) 

after harry released peter from his grasp, he opened his arms slightly, offering you a hug that you gladly accepted. you and harry usually shared hugs with one another in the past. it was tradition, whenever you two see each other or needed one another, a hug was always shared, and jokes were passed around. 

peter was happy seeing his friends reconcile, but his eyes didnt miss the way harrys hands held your waist. was it normal? he knew your relationship with harry in the past, but he didnt remember it to be this touchy. maybe it was because he was just jealous. the hug lasted longer than he anticipated, his ears didnt miss the light thumping of someones heart during the shared hug. it couldnt be yours, he was used to hearing your heart beat and didnt sound like yours. maybe harry was nervous. peter didnt know. 

it wasnt long before the trio found themselves walking through a park which located in the middle of the town. harry and peter were conversing, letting you take in the atmosphere. 

" what? you got yourself a lady? " harry joked while watching peter lean back onto the railing. that was what made you and peter lock eyes. harry caught that, a smile starting to appear on his lips. 

" wait, you two? " harry questioned. 

when you were about to answer harry, peter beat you to it. " you sound surprised, well we were just about to tell you " peter winked. 

" well i am, i just didnt think a hot looking woman would end up with a nerd. " harry joked, " i mean dont get me wrong im happy for you both. " you were probably oblivious enough to not notice the tone in harrys voice, but peter clearly did. 

" well thank you harry, but how bout you get yourself a woman before talking " you winked at harry, challenging harry. 

" i have one in mind, but shes off limits. " harry sighed, eye flicking between you and peter. 

" spill right now. "  you cheered, its been a long time since you heard your best friend talk about his crushes. 

" spill? its that like a slang-? " harry was cut off with a slap in the head. of course it was from you. peter didnt like the interaction one bit, he didnt expect you and harry click so fast after years of not meeting. it took you less than an hour to let your guard down with harry, but it took you a few weeks to fully get comfortable with peter. peter just couldn't understand. 

harry however, was more delighted to have you talk to him. he had missed your eagerness whenever he shared about his dream girl which was practically you. he did feel upset when he found out that you and peter were an item. if you and peter werent together, hed for sure have started something with you. he knew peter saw the way he held your waist, the way he brought your hips closer to his, the way he buried his face in the crook of your neck. but who is he to break you two apart. you were his best friends girl. or are you really?